Matters of the Heart

Week 2: Social Sustainability

“It is possible that the next Buddha will not take the form of an individual. The next Buddha may take the form of a community, a community practicing understanding and loving kindness, a community practicing mindful living. And the practice can be carried out as a group, as a city, as a nation.” – Thich Nhat Hanh, Inquiring Mind journal, Spring 1994.IMGP5461Our teachers: Kosha Joubert, CEO of the GEN Global Ecovillage Network, and Ariane Burgess, founder of Regenerative Living and Leadership

The Social Capacity of Ecovillages

Humans have historically lived in tightly knit, egalitarian tribes and clans closely coupled with Nature. In the Global South much of this traditional social fabric is still intact and we in the Global North have many lessons to learn from them. The vision of so many to live in some form of intentional community is real and powerful. The time now is ripe for turning our eyes and ears towards ecovillages and asking….What ingredients have created enduring, healthy relationships in your communities?  How is conflict and tension handled? How do you celebrate your successes?

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Entrance to a co-housing neighborhood in Findhorn called “Soillse”

Ecovillages can be viewed as “living and learning centers”

Ecovillages like the Findhorn Foundation are great weavers of strong social fabrics. The life of expanding social opportunities is a big attraction, and this may be the ecovillage’s greatest assets. Within the grounds of an intentional community the residents enjoy numerous benefits not available to the rugged individualist.

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Music in Cluny Garden after a morning working with compost!

A healthy ecovillage provides a safe and protected place to raise children, where a variety of adults may serves as strong role models; more time for family and friends and less time spent at stressful jobs or commuting to them; more opportunities for creative pursuits such as music and theater with neighbors.IMG_1359Shared meals may become a regular feature; shared office, shop and recreational space means less purchasing, reducing the need to earn; political associations are often centered inside the community; through the fulfillment of a longing for meaningful relationships, consumerism, addiction and crime are dramatically decreased; there are more possibilities for inter-generational connections, inclusive spaces and roles for all abilities, and retreats designed to support deep sharing and inner growth.

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Cluny Garden cleaning tools after working with compost

As a participant in the EDE Course, I became immersed in Findhorn’s social life with each week proving to be exponentially full and diverse: from intense design work in the classroom to 5 Rhythm Dance sessions, morning Taize singing in the Nature Sanctuary, hikes along the Findhorn River, mind-break walks to the beach and bay, evening lectures by visiting scholars and artists, community wide rituals to celebrate the season and – simply – enjoying new friendships!

These meaningful social experiences were made whole by studying and practicing “matters of the heart” as we prepared our Design Projects. For me, this was the main theme of our 2nd week and so of this blog entry.


The Red Thread

We first met in the Original Garden where Findhorn’s founding members first lived and where daily meditations instructed their relationship with nature…ultimately growing vegetables in nutrient lacking sand among other harmonious experiences over the decades.12186665_10153573003431858_7687857657756523227_oKosha offered the symbol of the Red Thread which is an ancient Chinese Proverb about the fate of two people meeting, but can also be a symbol of a person’s purpose on Earth. She asked a series of questions and encouraged us to find a spot in the garden to inspire our answers:

What is my Red Thread? The strongest theme of my passions?

What has and is motivating my most joyful decisions?

Why am I here?

What and who have my greatest inspirations been?redthreadimageA stream of answers came to mind: inspirational places, people, artists, travel experiences, jobs, childhood dreams, histories of injustices and peace & reconciliation, and many playful days.

I meditated on this water fountain which I have only ever seen in a Camphill Community in Ireland. I was drawn to the concept of the fast streaming, determined water – my Outer Work Life – taking rhythmic rests in these calmer side pools – my Inner Life – and then re-joining the current with a mission – to get to the pond.

My Inner Work – my spiritual practices of Self Love, Fierce Kindness, Compassion, Empathy and Joy which draw me closer to the Divine and which shed light on my Shadow, “Gremlin”, or destructive thoughts. I do this with the Earth that reminds me of my Nature; through relationships with my partner, my family, and community; by participating in Women’s Circles to support inner growth.

My Outer Work: teaching nature-based education; empowering youth/honoring elders and bridging the two; participating in social justice movements; mindfully reacting to global and local news; supporting therapeutic, mindful communities

My Red Thread? So far I can see: a string of courageous moments of honesty, empathy and adventure while creating soulful connections with all ages and celebrating the Sacredness around me. Both my inner and outer work appears to be inspiring myself and others to live out our positive vision for the future through connecting more compassionately to our selves and each other. There is a large sense of healing on this path.

In our last week together we created a ceramic version of our “Future Self”  with our Red Thread in mind. And so I re-designed the possibility of my outer and inner work being in more harmony. Pictures to follow on a post about that week. 


With our Red Threads in the spotlight, we moved into how we can use this to design for the socially sustainability of projects and communities.

“Communities need time and space for visionary work, for practical talk and decision making, for the creative expression of feelings in the larger group but also with intimate friends, for celebration and silence, and, last but not least, for working together.” – EDE Handbook

Screen Shot 2015-11-17 at 12.51.57 PMThis tool offers a way to use the earthly directions and elements to guide a project or simply one decision or conversation. I used this it countless times during the course to measure how the elements were showing up for me or my design group. We might place ourselves in parts of the room to physically represent where we felt most active in, for example, and then realize what area need more attention.

The 2nd tool was the triangle above. It’s simplicity made it the backdrop Go-To tool for me: how balanced is my attention to all three points?

Purpose/Vision – A simple statement that the group identifies with and can easily remember. Though this may be obvious, it can be more deeply informed by each person’s sharing of their own vision of themselves (Red Thread Theme) and a positive vision of the future.

Strategy/Organizing – The planning and action part of the project.

Deep Sharing – Space created for heart connections, personal reflections, and emotions to inform progress, discover “blindspots” or imbalances; for celebrating and sharing gratitude for each other and the work

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The Challenge: 

“The refusal to feel takes a heavy toll. Not only is there an impoverishment of our emotional and sensory life, flowers are dimmer and less fragrant, our loves less ecstatic but this psychic numbing also impedes our capacity to process and respond to information. The energy expended in pushing down despair is diverted from more creative uses, depleting the resilience and imagination needed for fresh visions and strategies.” – Joanna MacyIMG_20151104_094126Communities or projects that fall a part or loose members tend to carry on with “Business as Usual” and habitually turn away from the need for deep sharing. Signs and, therefore, roots of conflict are ignored and suppressed emotions create distance and unhappiness. As well, the celebration of group and individual successes are neglected in exchange for productivity and time; both examples at the expense of the heart. Built up shame, fear, insecurity, and trauma create barriers to our beautiful visions for a better world.

The Wisdom: Trust grows from deep heart-to-heart communication. It has to be cultivated. Trust naturally arises and a sense of group well-being is created when we allow ourselves to be seen by others authentically, with our weaknesses and strengths, and when we vulnerably speak our minds and our hearts.

Deep Sharing encourages us to confront shame, fear, insecurity, & trauma and cast an empathetic, loving Light on them so that they can no longer created barriers to our visions and goals. And by so doing, a sort of “Glue” is formed that bonds and supports our movements forward together.IMGP5504The Experience: You see, dear Reader, what was happening here was 14 people from different parts of the world coming together to say…[In my words]:

“Can I tell you a story? Is it safe enough to speak my dreams out loud? Will they land on fertile ground? Can I also open up my chest and show you the fear and shame gremlins, my Shadow, that sometimes paralyze my dreams? Do you also REALLY believe that we can influence a future and a Now where we humans stop chasing joy through consumerism? Where we finally drop our destructive priorities to capitalize on the Earth and each other? Can I share some solutions I’ve seen work? Will you share yours? And maybe we can help each other apply them to our lives in a bigger way?

…Can I tell you about a project that I believe in?”

IMG_20151009_171236To answer these kinds of questions – and choose 4 Design Projects to focus on – our group of 14 people needed to create our “glue” just as much as the communities in which we imagine to live. We were being asked to open our hearts to each other; risk failure and encounter conflict; exposing our inner landscapes – which holds immense depths of emotion – and in a rather quick time frame.

The first week with Pracha, Jane, and Paula in “Facilitation and Leadership Empowerment” nurtured the energy for this crucial group practice and we were able to, I feel, flow into more vulnerable spaces.brene

And so, we showed up…

Daily Check-ins: most mornings we did a short round of sharing emotions present in the room. Often people spoke about energy levels, hopes or anxieties about the day, any lingering feelings from the day before. Also, unexpected family situations, health struggles, or disturbing or magical dreams were spoken. If this was skipped for some reason, it was greatly missed!IMG_20151013_115256By encouraged transparency and connection, we were able to connect on an emotional and sacred level before moving into learning and decision making. We knew each other less then 2 weeks….Imagine. But this wasn’t always smooth and easy. As the weeks passed, intimacy was both a struggle and a source of nourishment.

And the glue strengthened with more community building tools that offer safe space for matters of the heart to land:

  • Sharing person histories
  • Using a Talking Stick/Stone/feather in group circles

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  • Dreams shared or acted out; can express collective emotions
  • Music, dance, games

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Forum – * one that was especially new to me and that I found powerful

Forum’s History: created and practiced in the ecovillage ZEGG (Germany) inspired by experiences like war where possibilities to speak about traumas were limited. It is now used to express a vast spectrum of topics concerning the human experience.

It is a “deep and intimate process for groups with up to 50 participants. The aim is to reveal whatever is authentic, alive and true within us. Forum creates a space of trust and openness between people.” – ZEGGIMG_1419The Practice: “The group gathers in a circle. The participants generally take one of three vital roles; the presenter or protagonist, the facilitators and the ‘mirrors’. The presenter enters the middle to share their current inner experience, something they find moving. She is invited to use the whole space in the middle, feel free to move around, to speak, act and to connect with her feelings [because by doing so she can be understood and seen more fully.] The ‘mirrors’ listen [actively and observe] other aspects such as the tone of voice, body movements and the presenter’s ‘energy’.” – ZEGGIMG_1418My first Forum: I felt that butterfly feeling in my stomach and so knew I should stand up. I spoke about being a really young girl (pre-teen) having just returned from a summer session at Camp McDowell in Alabama. I was sitting in my home church pews during announcements and suddenly felt an overwhelming need to stand up in front of the entire congregation and tell them how happy I was about going to Camp…and so I did: I told them the good news that over 100 young people spent the week sharing life stories and inspiring hopes for the future. I thanked them for supporting me to go to Camp and hoped they did so for other kids they knew. And then…I sat down between my puzzled, yet seemingly proud parents. What happened later was dozens of older folks telling they want to know more about Camp and were delighted to hear my news. 

What I was feeling while I was walking around the Forum circle was that every word I said had meaning – like I was my own Oracle but able to speak because the circle held me.  I didn’t know what I was going to say when I stood up. This very small story just came out. And I spoke brand new ideas that inspired in me such a strong sense of purpose to share positive news with communities and bridge the gap between the generations.

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Camp McDowell, Alabama

Effect: “In many social circumstances ‘being observed through the eyes of others’ can be experienced as ‘the death of my possibilities’. Forum overcomes this difficulty. In this supportive environment, the eyes of the others cease to be ‘the death of my possibilities’ and instead serve as generators for healing, growth and empowerment. I can experience that I can be fully protected whilst exposing my deep vulnerability. I can experience that my greatest protection is my greatest opening as I am accepted and supported by others.'” – ZEGG

Long Term: This can be used at the start of project and can deepen over time as the group gets more comfortable with feeling exposed and sharing vulnerable emotions.

Learn more about the structure and impacts of Forum on ZEGG’s website.


Working with Conflict

Conflict is a natural part of making decisions together and it doesn’t have to be polarizing. It can be a gateway to better understanding each other.

Here are a few concepts and exercises we worked with:IMG_2132How do you know you are having a conflict?

Body symptoms, inner turmoil, tension, sleeplessness, etc.?

Conflict may be:

  • about our unconscious parts, or our shadow, projected onto the other
  • a struggle for intimacy
  • a mirror of our inner struggle
  • about old abuse and disowned trauma
  • a natural part of growth and evolution
  • connected to rank differences, labels

Exercise – Small group dialogue (in 5s) 30 minutes, Whole group dialogue (30 mins)

  • How have you experienced conflict in your life?
  • Think of a conflict you are in currently, or in the past. How do you know that you are in conflict?
  • What does it feel like in your body?
  • What is most difficult for you?
  • What are your beliefs about conflict?

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Exercise – can be done solo, but best with a partner to share feedback during and after you create the movements.

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  • Bring a conflict present. Think of both sides.
  • Find a movement that represents your side. Repeat. Amplify.
  • Find a movement that represents the other side. Repeat. Amplify.
  • Find a flow to that includes both movements. Take time to allow this new movement to emerge from your body.
  • What if anything might this movement tell you about the conflict and its possible resolution?
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The Angel Card “Understanding” is a part of a deck of cards traditionally used in Findhorn for guidance

A questions that stay present for me:

When in conflict or overwhelmed…how long do I usually wait for the mud to settle? i.e. how long do I sit in the quiet until I see clearly what I need to do next?

Sitting with the tension or uncomfortable feelings about our situations while the “mud” settles can be a measure of our capacity to live in community or build a project with others.


 Rest, Play & Celebrate!

As important are the deep sharing, visioning, and understanding conflict  are times together resting, playing and celebrating what has been accomplished! IMG_1981 One of the participants, Deborah Benham, gave us a tour of the nearby Scottish Highlands where we saw beautiful dolphins and peaceful shorelines. Part of the group went out on a boat for a closer look and had a beautiful experience.

Apple Day at Newbold House 

IMG_1473We spent a morning in Deborah’s community “Newbold House” – a nearby sister community to Findhorn – raising funds to fix their conservatory. This was certainly a “matter of many hearts” and a beautiful example of social sustainability in action. There were folks giving garden and house tours, sharing knowledge about their bee hives and apple orchards, playing traditional Scottish music and generally enjoying the peace and beauty of the atmosphere.

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Scottish trad music

Much more to come about Newbold House!

This week brought me to an awareness of how diversely our bodies, hearts and minds can absorb information and how we can choose to communicate in more holistic ways to strengthen the social sustainability of any project or community.

Our hearts are at the core of our visions and actions. I know now why its worth it to expose the words on mine with my fellow dreamers….

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Findhorn Foundation: Arriving. Remembering. Being. Here.

This work is dedicated for the healing of all beings.

“Whatever befalls the earth befalls the [children] of the earth. We did not weave the web of life, we are merely a strand of it. Whatever we do to the web, we do to ourselves… “ – Chief Seattle

IMG_1354The Findhorn Foundation website found me in 2009. I quickly became fascinated by the history, buildings, spiritual intentions, fierce passion for designing, living and teaching sustainable systems. Having been drawn to the ecovillage culture in college, I was floored by the range and theme of courses offered in about 30 categories. Creativity and Celebration, Healing through Art,  The Game of Transformation, Spiritual Practice: Permaculture, Youth Experience Week, Applied Ecovillage Living, and LGBTQ Experience Week …to name some.

I strayed from the idea of visiting Findhorn that year yet stayed true to a vision of learning from a dynamic source of wisdom practiced in intentional communities all over the world…and often close to home…to my sweet surprise.

And so I traveled….

The Greater World Earthship Community

Taos, New Mexico

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Lama Foundation

Questa, New Mexico

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…and into the mountains and coastlines of Costa Rica, the southern desert of Spain, the hills of West Virginia, the sweet Appalachian forest and Piedmont region of North Carolina, into the redwoods of northern Cali and down into Oregon, southeastern France, to the Repulic of Ireland, Northern Ireland and over to Iceland, and just down the road from my childhood in Royal, Alabama…..

Common Ground Community and Wild Hydrangea Community

Royal, Alabama

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…and so many many more magical spots…that I’m overwhelmed now just thinking of what a deep impact each had on my soul, vision, and confidence.

And at some point in time I moved in and committed my deep love and energy to one….

Camphill Ballytobin Community in southeastern Ireland

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And met this incredible human being…. 🙂

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My 2 years in Ballytobin immersed me into a richly diverse community with a heart beat for soulful, therapeutic design and rhythms. We were diverse in communication, creativity, therapies, building design, educational backgrounds, worldviews, spiritual practices, and abilities to get different things done…differently 🙂

One life lesson that is now imprinted in my worldview is that each human’s ability to contribute life-giving work is defined by the structure and rhythm of their physical and social environment. A person unable to to contribute to their potential is thus living in a disabled environment.

Though the life lessons were flowing in Ballytobin, still, Findhorn kept drawing me in and asking me questions. I returned to the description of a Gaia Education course offered once a year and felt my intuition compass going wild.

“DO THIS LYDIA. Ask for help. Make it a priority. “

And so I did.

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gofundme.com/lydiafindhorn

Martin, my partner was my main support from day one – back in 2013 – when I discovered the course. My parents and soul sister Lindsey Mullen were strong advocates and encouragers. Then came my first experience with Go Fund Me where I ask for financial and energetic support from my community – and strangers.

And the support FLOWED in…and still flows….

Words fall short of expressing my gratitude for this humbling experience.

And now I am here – on a stretch of sand dunes in the Scottish Highlands that was once scarce of much life 50 years ago and is now brewing with vitality and innovation for a sustainable future.

It’s a lot to take in. Many people, buildings and programs…but there is a calmness and peace available in each moment.


EDE [Ecovillage Design Education] Design for Sustainability

Five week comprehensive training

Gaia Education & Findhorn Foundation College, Scotland

3 October – 6 November 2015

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My first night in Findhorn I stayed in the Barrel B&B to get a feel of sleeping inside one of the residents homes. And its was beautiful! Serendipitously, the owner is one of the main facilitators or Weavers (Findhorn term for a leader that weaves in and out of a course to create continuity) for my EDE Course. This barrel is tucked in with a cluster of barrels made from “Douglas Fir whisky barrels built in the 1920s and used in local distilleries until the 1980s”. They are the original size of the barrels in which the whisky was distilled not to be confused with the smaller size of transporting barrels. Inspiring recycling! IMG_1338

First morning in Findhorn. Two hours before meeting the folks I’d spend 5 intense weeks with. An altar of gratitude for all those that helped get me to this place in time. For all the people that believe in me. Opening channels for calm and guidance.

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Week 1: Empowering Facilitation & Leadership

Our Teachers

Jane Rasbash, Pracha Hutanuwatr, and Paula Vidulich

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The Group! Representing Gambia, Denmark, Germany, Scotland, Latvia, USA, France, the Netherlands, Canada, England, Thailand, South Africa, and Finland

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Our Intentions:

The first day we participated in a Findhorn tradition of choosing an Angel Card to inspire us during the 5 weeks. The cards belong to “a set of 72 illustrated cards, each depicting a unique angelic quality with a word and a picture. They offer doorways to a realm of spiritual awareness which can encourage us to greater wholeness in our lives”.

My card: Freedom.

I also chose the card for our group: Risk.

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All the cards are place on the center piece of the room to remind us to channel our individual and group angels as needed.

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The Space:

Most of our teachings are happening in the upstairs room of the Community Center. There’s plenty of light which provides passive solar heat in the afternoons, a large open carpet, blankets for comfort, bookcase of resources, and a stunning stained glass piece of a Phoenix which shines colors onto our sessions during sunny days.

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We also play games and go off in small groups outside, go on meditation walks and tours outside, and meet in certain buildings like the Art Center to get our hands dirty with clay.

The Work: Mindful Facilitation for Empowerment

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For me, this week was about understanding the potential harmony between our inner and outer selves present in a group. We practiced both being a self-aware participant and being an empowering facilitator that creates and holds space, tensions, and encourages transformation.

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Group Challenges: to build trust, express our diversity, reveal strengths and weakness, discover communication styles, and encourage vulnerability, create bonds, etc .

The Spider Web

Challenge: to get the group from one side of the web to the other without touching the web.

Took us about 3 hours. We did it!

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Nail Course

Challenge: to walk across the obstacle -and back- of thumb tacks, bowls, and balloons without touching the objects; one partner leading the blindfolded follower; choosing words or only touch to communicate

Here is Pracha and Paula modeling first…very powerful to me.

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There was some blood for a few, but we all did it!

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Our teachers Pracha, Jane and Paula bravely modeled vulnerability, clarity, and diversity of perspectives and used meditation regularly to show the impact of quieting our minds. Praha led us in meditation before lunch and supper every day.

Jane and Pracha have co-facilitated together for many years in Thailand (mostly) as well as in other parts of the world. Paula was a participant in one of their groups and was inspired to get a Masters Degree in Group Processing in Portland, Oregon where she now lives. It was powerful to learn of their histories together — and then feel the love and passion they have for this work as they co-facilitated as a three person team.


 “We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.”

Albert Einstein

They used a model called Participatory Education to teach Empowering Facilitation & Leadership where the participants are involved in influencing the schedule, choice of exercises, and reflections, etc.  We discussed the differences between the mainstream education many of us experienced with this model of participatory ed.

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Through a series of discussions and summarizing lessons learned, we applied our ideas to two exercises in which we were challenged to practice some of these elements:

  • facilitating a 20 minute large group sessions alone; choose the topic
  • co-facilitating a 45 minute large group sessions with our partner; choose the topic

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Meta Skills 

One highlight for me was talking about the personalities and attitudes that come through a facilitator’s inner being. Our group created this list below based on observing our own selves and by watching Jane, Pracha, and Paula’s different styles:

Intuition, empathy, compassion, awareness of group energy & diversity, authenticity, realistic/time-line observer/pace, personally vulnerable/open, beginners mindset, initiating moments for all voices and views, sense of drive,urgency, ease, clumsiness, humor, fun, or curiosity, etc.

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This prayer was created and re-edited by various groups studying Empowering Facilitation. Jane read it to us at the end of this first week and I share it with you now it’s entirety because it captures so much of the areas we explored and practiced. Maybe you can identify with some lines!

Facilitators Prayer

Give us the faith to trust The Process.

Grant us the love to trust The Group.

Gift us the confidence to trust the universe

Let a community of learning emerge so we can co-create the body of knowledge together. Strengthen my backbone. Increase my flexibility. 
So, like the willow, I have the strength to bend. 
Without breaking. Open my ears so I may hear what is
 Being said.
 Open my eyes so I may hear what is
 Not being said.

Quicken my mind so that I may 
Organize,
 Synthesize and 
Reframe.

And slow my mind to allow intuition to flow.

Augment my vocabulary so that I may restate with
 Clarity,
 Neutrality and
 Grace.

Give us the faith to trust The Process.

Grant us the love to trust The Group.

Gift us the confidence to trust the universe

Let the wisdom of the group emerge and not be disturbed by challenging energy. Let complex issues become understandable. May I be an example of right leadership and guide with authority yet without ego. Let us move towards the teaching goal without over-attachment to outcome. Ground us in awareness to trust the energy field.

 Let us read the energy of the group and respond skillfully.

Illumine us.
 Strengthen our Scribing Hands.

Grant us great good humor.

And if it’s not too much to ask, grant us: Plentiful wall space; Natural light; comfortable seating, Fresh coffee; And markers that never run dry

Give us the faith to trust The Process.

Grant us the love to trust The Group.

Gift us the confidence to trust the universe

Grant us the courage to be vulnerable and compassionate when encountering Know-It-Alls, the Passive-Aggressives, the Aggressive-Aggressives, the Intellectualizers, Drama Queens, the Victims, the Victimizers, the Martyrs, the Eye-Rollers, the We’ve-Never-Done-It-Like-That-Before-Ers, the Bureaucrats, the Elephants, the Mice, the Divas and the Shoulder-Shrugging-I-Don’t-Know-Ers

Give us the faith to trust The Process.

Grant us the love to trust The Group.

Gift us the confidence to trust the universe

And as we come together to 
Talk, 
Inform, 
Analyze, 
Discuss, 
Decide or 
Evaluate

Let us do so in the sight of your Infinite Playful Energy and Joy.

Give us the faith to trust The Process.

Grant us the love to trust The Group.

Gift us the confidence to trust the universe

And let us All 
Make the
 most beneficial Decisions that
 This Group can come to at 
This Point In Time

with the 
Information We Have.

Let us take risks, welcome mistakes and draw lessons learned.

Give us the faith to trust The Process.

Grant us the love to trust The Group.

Gift us the confidence to trust the universe

Give us the faith to trust my Inner Wisdom.

Grant us the love to trust my self.

Give us the faith to trust The Process.

Grant us the love to trust The Group

Gift us the confidence to trust the universe

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View from my room